Its been a while since i've actualy sat down and expressed some of my thoughts.
Well things as of resent have been going alright for the most part. I'm geting closer
to having my car back which makes me some what happy. Insurance has been mailed
out so i'm mostly waiting on aproval or denial hoping for the aproval. Anywho my relationship
is strong as always. Just been alittle worried about my mate sniffs. Seeming alittle more depressed
then normaly and a bit more easly agtated. NO i'm not thinking of leaving him. Just worried
about him its no way for him to be. Very downed and and usally hair pin triger for anger.
His meds as of resent don't do much of anything any more. We both don't really know what todo.
My poor kitty is always thinking how unfair things have been. Really to me it doesn't matter.
He just feels its unfair the he doesn't have a sex drive to want to really sexualy pleasure me and such
i really don't care about the sex he's all i care about. Yeah sex was always fun and meaningfull. I just
don't really expect it. He also looks at pics or flash animations of sex. And the sight of them make him sad
i can just tell in his eyes beside the times he just says it. The thought of remember when we used to just go
at it just seem to get to him. Remembering switching out with me like me toping him then him me. It all gets
to him. I really don't want him to feel that way. I like and love sex but i don't want him to force it on him self
to feel obigated to really do that act. Nor do i want him to think secretly that i'm trying to find another manner.
Really i'm just happy waiting for him to feel better. And i know he'll get his drive back at some point. I've had
my own points were i've lost intrest in sex. All i want his better being for his health both mentaly and physicaly.
On another note I offical have my title to my car so she is legaly mine. Woo. Now just insurance and reigstration.
I'm partly wondering if anyone will actualy make it to our little party other then the few we know were coming
before we desided to make a small party out of it.( Lience plate with proper spelling this time.Collapse )
Laters guys and gals
Super Toopers quote "You stop that laughing right meow boy."